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1.
Who I Am 04:19
Diamond drops Off my ring Tooth necklace To the sea Buy enough to fill the void Die enough to heed the written word I don't ever wanna get back What I had before If it's not broke It never changed at all and Who I am Is all I've lost Dying dry On the sea What I was Could never again be I don't ever wanna go back to who I was before Cause it's not right I wouldn't change at all Who I am Is what I've lost yeah Who I am Is all I've lost And there's a place I go back to when I'm feeling raw All my life Nothing has changed at all yeah Who I am Is not all gone yeah Who I am Is not all gone Who I am Is not all gone Nothing has changed at all. Who I am Is not all gone Who I am
2.
[[[My mind to Your mind]]] [[[My thoughts to Your thoughts]]] You gave hours You gave your private life Now brains with more power, With no sleep or reason Can seize them Repeat them No nothing is nothing is secret Nothing is secret. Nothing is secret. Nothing is secret. When you feel eyes On the back of your head What you don't realize everyone feels eyes your eyes no lies Nothing is secret. Nothing is secret. Nothing is secret. When you tell lies It shows up on your face Anyone with eyes sees through your disguise this a surprise? Nothing is secret. So why lie? Nothing is secret. No nothing is secret. no no no no no no When you find something that you love But you're not sure if you're in control of it Then you wish one time (one more time) You had a little say about it You've lost control of the ins & outs of Your little world Your little world's a little more than little Nothing is nothing is nothing is nothing is nothing is nothing is nothing is secret. Nothing is secret. Now you know why. Chains. Chains of love. Chains. Chains of love. Guilty or not, you are guilty at heart, boy. Guilty or not, you are guilty at heart, boy. Tell me it's over, I want to come home. Tell me it's over, tell me it's over.
3.
Close my eyes inside a dream Pray the first thing that I see Is a vision of my love Is the one I'm dreaming of Anyone can see the one for me could be anyone that I've loved That's how it looks from above To fall in love and dream of you. In the morning when I dream I can clearly hear singing Someone else could hear it too We locked eyes and then I knew If I closed them tight I could rob the night of this vision and bring it in my room Now it's all I wanna do Is fall asleep and dream of you In a concert in a dream A woman singing what I sing In a stationary store She was only lipsyncing And standing behind her was this clerk and I don't mean to sound like a jerk But we locked eyes and then I knew I fell asleep to dream of you Fell in love inside a dream I prefer this fantasy If I could never wake I would not forget your face So just hold me close and closer yet there are some things I would not forget Like how it feels to be stuck like glue I fell in love to dream of you With the rona everywhere We are all living in fear Of touching another's face Of sharing another's space All I want to see is you and me in two or three months hopefully There's only one thing I can do Is quarantine and dream of you Close my eyes inside a dream Pray the first thing that I see Is a vision of my love Is the one I'm dreaming of Anyone could see that anyone could be the one that I adore And if that's what you're looking for Fall asleep and dream of me Close my eyes inside a dream When they open what I see Is a vision of the face Of the one I can't replace How I'd love to be in love with the other ones I am thinking of But when push comes to shove I'm wide awake and I'm with you.
4.
Lilith 05:13
Sweet cattle eye Obey your mind Freedom's a lie As old as I Forgive yourself For giving in For going through All that you've been Just take some space From everyone And lose some faith In human kind Don't kid yourself You're not alone Don't grieve yourself You're not gone An alien race Has an opening And what we're looking for You have got within Your will to live Is charming But without us You're dying Forgive yourself For making sense Everyone else Got you in this mess Your name will live through your children Oh Lilith we're moving in Ooloi, I cannot say no to you Ooloi, I cannot say no to you Ooloi What can you do? What can you say? Oh Lilith, have it your way. Oh Lilith, have it your way.
5.
Quiet Fire 04:11
I'm opening the door But no one's coming in I've opened it before And that's how this begins High as my heart High as my head High as my heart High as my head I've opened it to you Now nothing else will do I've given this some thought And all I know's it's hot Fire in my heart Fire in my head Fire in my heart Fire in my head When love is in the air You wish it wasn't there All this time Hold my tongue Quiet my heart Quiet my head Quiet my heart Quiet my head Quiet Fire Quiet Fire Quiet Fire Quiet Fire
6.
[[there's a ghost, there's a ghost, there's a ghost who's asking]] <<Ghost>> Who did you know? What did you get? Who is your master, who is your pet? What do you fear? How do you spell your name? <<Dead Conservative Libertarian>> I don't care if you're the government or just work for it I'm not giving you my name. I'm a patriotic reactionary factionary revolutionary who is not playing this game. I believe with my military monetary solitary power I could keep it all the same. Be afraid cause I'm not alone, no I'm not alone, no I'm not alone There's a ghost There's a ghost There's a ghost There's a ghost who's asking <<St. Peter>> Who did you know? Who did you trust? What did you care for Whom did you lust? How did it taste? What did you pay for it? <<Dead Pervert>> I'm afraid that you'll just take from me what's been worked for me I'm a prince without a dome. How bout you take a little fraction of my action I'm a slave for being ratchet, so just suck it out my soul. I believe every feeling has a meaning gotta poke it prod it beat it, gotta pick at every sore. Loving this? Then you'll live for this and then you'll live for this and then you'll live for this and There's a ghost There's a ghost There's a ghost There's a ghost who's asking <<Buddha>> Who really knows What you'll regret What did you do and Who did you upset? What do you seek? What's in the way of it? Now that you know What to expect Now that you've been there How will you reflect On your life? What did you learn this time? <<me>> AAAAAAHHHHHH I don't care about oblivion I am living it I've explored it's outer edge Way out here there is not a soul that is not a ghost that is not a ghost I'm a ghost I'm a ghost I'm a ghost I'm a ghost This time This time This time This time
7.
Scavengers 07:17
Been a long time baby Since I felt I had a need I don't know when I'm hungry But I'm always down to feed Take what you can get and forget the rest, there's no need Just leave it for the boys Cause they have no choice Scavengers Scavengers And if you want something baby Just let me know I can't help but please you so please you so please you Just let me know Let me know baby Sharpen your points of view Sharpen those claws of desire Scavengers Scavengers Scavengers And if you want something badly, so badly But you're tired of saying please You wait til it ends sadly, so sadly then you take You take what you need An inch off the street Looking for meat Scavengers Scavengers Scavengers Scavengers Everyone wants a piece Not everyone is a beast Everyone wants a piece Not everyone is a beast Everyone gets a piece You don't have to be the beast Everyone gets a piece You don't have to be the beast You don't have to be the beast You don't have to be the beast Just leave it for the boys Cause they have no choice Scavengers Scavengers Scavengers Scavengers You don't have to be the beast Everyone get some peace Everyone get some peace Everyone get some peace
8.
Only Lonely 05:12
Lonely Only Lonely Lonely as moon I think of you only And if you're losing All of your blues Only lonely only For a million years How will I survive I caught it all on fire Only too soon And when I waltzed into your world I walked right through you And then when you got sick I used a trick To heal you only Only lonely only I could fill the room How are you alive? I cut you open wide Only too soon And when you talk to me talk about the weather Cause now I'll never see the sun or feel the air And when you call out my name I will surrender All of the power that you want, my symbiont Lonely only lonely Lonely as the stars I live for only And if you lose me Things will fall apart Only lonely only For a million years Now I can't survive Unless I'm deep inside Of only you my dear And when you talk to me talk about the weather Cause I will never feel the sun or breathe the air And when you called out my name That was forever And we will never be apart, my symbiont

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Made in the pandemic, released in two parts.
One in April, one in October.
Reflections on the immutability of self through time, loss, and death.
Hopefully romantic of the dream world, the peace of sleep, and the violent hungers of waking life.

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released April 30, 2020

All tracks written performed recorded and mastered by David L Byrne at the Rocky Curtain in Long Beach, CA, copyleft 2020

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Charmaine has been crooning for insatiable fans since 2009, never quite remembering the names of the band members, who don't really exist most of the time.
Described as "Inescapable!" Charmaine's Names tours as much as possible, so keep an ear to the ground!
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